The happiness of Lost., by Chai
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It takes a lot of courage to lose you
A part of me is being taken away
Half of me is running to the east bay
To get to you are not just a simple hurdles
I can’t compare the struggles
Not a single but hundreds of levels
Acceptance, a word that did not speak to me over the past year
It is either your burden and me covering my ear
Ignorance, my self-sabotage cooptation
I wasn’t sure if I gave myself cooperation
Months have come to a year
I finally give up the suffocations
To give my self a permissions
That I’m worth not a cent but over millions
Light has come after
I am no longer suffer
The day I did not regret nor I remorse
The loss that I cherish
The lost that heal
The lost that unleash
The Happiness of Lost
